May 21

He gets her high every time
She is smart and could tell him she already is but she doesn’t
She likes the toxic more then the pure
She used to be pure
And so he
After every time he asks how she feels
she feels fine
But I still cry when I get left alone

May 20

Enough thoughts in her head to break a neck
She crushes boys like she squashes bugs
When she was little she used to have such a big heart now they wonder if she even still has it or if it’s gone for good like her virginity
One full day spent sober and she feels more empty then ever